I have gone thru a couple of events that leave me with much time on my hands.....perception is reality....call this purgatory, the pause before another chance.....I'll take the chance to leave relative limbo. Age has taught me that to have faith you must be willing to test it,,embrace it, question it.....live it.....be willing to choose your faith or choose nothing.....sitting on the sideline will hopefully grant me a chance too get back in the game...put me in coach.....
     Friendship is a beautiful thing......I am fortunate to have many friends..... idle center can often be perceived as ambivalence....My bad if this perception has become reality. Not just over the last year or so, when silence has been predicated on crappy circumstances .....I have no excuse for before that.....
     Embrace your friends and family...mend fences....minimize regrets.....enjoy life...hope to see you soon....spring is coming soon.....I miss my favorite beach!!!